tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6837095649924297719.post682247755818391320..comments2013-03-25T01:04:20.205-04:00Comments on Veals Family, Party of 5 on earth & 1 in the sky: who am IAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11565038568853813393noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6837095649924297719.post-32946913270622739812012-01-01T01:04:41.438-05:002012-01-01T01:04:41.438-05:00Oh God, Allison. I hear your pain in your words. G...Oh God, Allison. I hear your pain in your words. GOD I'm so sorry. I'm SO SO SORRY!! I don't know what else to say. PLEASE seek God. He is there, He is. He knows every tear you've cried, He cries them right along side you! He holds every tear in His hands. It breaks His heart just as much as it breaks yours, this is NOT how He intended this world to be!! He will redeem it, He will make all things new, He DOES hold your precious Cullen in His hands, safe and sound. I know it's hard, I don't know HOW hard it is, but I can only imagine. You truly are an inspiration, even if you don't feel like you are. You ARE. Ask God to reveal Himself to you. Ask Him for a sign that he has Cullen, perfectly safe and sound. He is faithful. Read the book of Job in the Bible, maybe that will help you understand why/how God allows the things He does. I don't know if we'll ever fully understand this side of eternity. I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you every single day and have been since your boys were born.Amber Chttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07691260400272520451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6837095649924297719.post-73801505002779781872011-11-19T08:43:50.395-05:002011-11-19T08:43:50.395-05:00U will never be the same Allison you are forever c...U will never be the same Allison you are forever changed you will always have good days and bad days on 2+ years out and I still cry and have my bad days but I promise it gets easier I swear it <3 I am the same if I hadn't had ore term labor and hadn't been put on a pump and a monitor an Harley haft made me go into labor that day they never would have found Hannah had cut herself off from the placenta and I would have lost her too. She is truley a miracle from 2 lbs at birth to 25 lbs at 2 1/2 she heals my heart a but every day and I thank Harley every day for giving her to me. I promise it will get better my friend I cried as I read this. Just take your grief the way it comes <3nikki kristof photography give away!!https://www.blogger.com/profile/13941708858237036501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6837095649924297719.post-62176963809138510512011-11-18T20:00:21.517-05:002011-11-18T20:00:21.517-05:00I'm so sorry Allison, all I can really say.. ...I'm so sorry Allison, all I can really say.. and I know it's not comforting.. or going to change how you feel.. is that I know I would be the same exact way. I get myself so worked up over thinking of something bad happening to one of my kids and It's like I can't breathe after just moments of letting my mind wander. I think that all of these thoughts and feelings your having is the exact thing that you should be feeling. That's what makes you an excellent person and mom. I never met Cullen and my heart is saddened and heavy for him. There is no fixing it, or going back and that in itself is hard to come to grips with, but maybe there is that hope that you will see him again in heaven. Maybe it is for real and maybe he is able to look down on all of you guys. That's all you can really do, is just hope.Crykhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11041994788451549388noreply@blogger.com